i cant believe i did this to the 2 of them. To think that i rather have breakfast with a bowling friend than my classmates. though i didnt had breakfast in the end cos time was running out, i had the intention of doing so. at the expense of abandoning the 2 of them. i feel like a bastard. though i cant wait to graduate and get out of this class, they were the ones who motivated me when i ran, shared notes with me when i was absent and tried their best to offer me help when i needed. IM VERY SORRY. sometimes i wonder if im biased, cos if it were JAYS, this would probably never happen. i cant concentrate doing anything seriously , my mind's in a whirl. perhaps they dont make me feel emotionally attached enough, but still i shouldnt have done this=( i dont know what has gotten over my mind at that moment.. maybe i thought that life would have been more or less the same without them, but come to think of it, thats a very selfish way of thinking..
