i haven studied anything today and yesterday, guess something's wrong with me. it feels as though the A levels are over. i thought exams are good, cos it forces us to study. but whats saddening is that haven we tired hard enough or why do the teachers want to set so diffcult a paper? i thought mid years shouldnt be that hard, cos it gives us assurance and a gauge of how we are doing. now the mugging spirit is gone, all thanks to chem. and just talked to AL online

;ALICIA/L: i think you are the only person i can talk abt studies that can make me feel enthu

i was like really? ha... guess so. everyone thinks i make them stressed just cos i mention about studying. but what else could we converse in? that arent much of topics to talk about with the ppl im "working with" anyway. i really dont feel belonged to the sch, no sense of belonging. the teachers and the motivation of wanting to do well are my greatest pillars of strength. im not emo-ing=) off to studying now!