i dont know why i woke up so early for, i think i should get back to sleep. plus its raining! what a nice weather to sleep with. im seriously feeling damn full la, i think maybe i wont need to eat anything today. lol.

sam fainted yesterday and so she went to see the doc. doc says she's feeling too stressed and she has low blood pressure. dont overwork yourself! i know u got 6 projects to do. must rest also, dont too workaholic. its quite clear that competition for uni admission's rather stiff now. im feeling damn guilty can, my A's in less than 5months time, and i see u guys mugging/rushing assignments harder than me. i knew poly wasnt easy, poor them. i complain i sleep at 2, they sleep at 4plus everyday=( they're all still in sch now( with the exception of sam resting at home) wenyao's taking her marketing test. i must do something man, i cannot slack already now that i know my mid years are just the worst set of results im gonna ever get in my life. in the past i could still bent on getting an A for maths, now not even a pass. not even 45%.