just woke up, still very tired... didnt sleep a wink at all last night. got home at 9am. bowling chalet at aloha loyang was quite alright. not much ppl went, less than 20. when we got there, we started playing frisbee and hide and seek. lol. then we had bbq, but i didnt help much. haha. i was glued infront of the tv, watching channel 8. oh yea and we played daidee, blackjack and " in between" i lost like 10, cos "in between" very fast lose money. no luck. the j1s were mugging cos mid years is in a few days.

then we kept watching tv?watched all the old channel 8 dramas and some kind of ghost and we ordered macs at 3 while watching euro. sweden vs russia i think. lol. i got bored when it was about to end and i went to bathe.

sometimes i wonder if im overly sensitive. i think that's bad. but this time round, it's about not accompanying my mum for something.

i wanted to bowl at E hub! but it was super expensive and no one wanted to. didnt managed to catch any movie either. weiliang,reyme and me were chatting in our room. there were 4 rooms in all. the j1s were in a room, those drinking absolute vodka was in another, one was perhaps vacant. we talked alot, not crap, but about sch and stuff. chatted from 5 to 7 continously. not those talk cock kind of thing.

reyme: i talked to a few of your classmates recently and they said u very quiet
me: yea, im super quiet in class. but i can be noisy as well.
reyme: ya la u bowling that time so noisy.

i can be really quiet if i want to, and speak less than 10 sentences a day, or talk nonstop. i think thats what my classmates see me as, though i think they know im not the forever quiet type. when im with JAYS, i can be talkative and always laughing, like seriously. but i get sian-ed when i step into class. i don know why. btw i didnt feel very out of place in the chalet, that's why i stayed. but the feeling is different, chalet with JAYS more homely. haha. i miss pictionary and alvin's singing. it makes aa and me laugh whenever we talk about alvin. well, we gonna meet him tmr. swimming plus movie with TONGXIANGs. haha.


and kbox today was fortunately cancelled, otherwise i dont know how im gonna wake up in time. and instead they'll be meeting for dinner, and i told i'll not be joining them. omgggggggg. so tired and im so worried as well, cos i haven started my work. if u ask, i said i did 1question of the 18challenging deductive. thats all. LOL.

Jerm: Hr can abandon his diet cus I got him a massive bar of cadbury and I'll ****ing murder him if he throws it away.
rest assured i wont! its from london!! HAHAHA. it's massive lol!!! i'll bring that to sch for break. lol