I so wanted to blog, but somehow I cant log on to blogger. So yup.. the holidays are gone… it was good, way too carefree. It felt like a dream. It’s time to wake up and get back into reality. i could go out 4 days in a row during the holidays, that's like something i've never done before. it took me very late to realise that i've to get started on work, i forced myself to do work on both sat and suns. guess now i gotta catch up with holiday homework, i've got no1 else to blame cos i wasted the holidays. i brought this upon myself.. anyway im quite happy though it was late, there's still some time. only when i started on work did i realise that time's really precious. Moreover, the motivation to study is there cos there's probably the A level's approaching kinda of feeling is in most of us. i promise not to go out on weekends unneccesarily anymore, and make the best use of time. and sch started for JAYS today, i hope they can hang on as well. cos it would be eventually worthwhile. i know i cant think of going out with them like a everyday kind of thing, which i used to. now i can only meet them for quick dinner on fridays if they ask me out. that's my only availabe time. anyway got back some results today, for me, heaven was kind enough. GP's the only one that i failed badly. for chem i had subpass and i passed econs with E. i would be lying through my teeth if i said i didnt study for the mid years, but i was unprepared, that's for sure. at least the attempt to study for H2s did show some improvement. i guess it takes time, and i will try. despite looking forward to pe, running 5 rounds really isnt easy, after not having run for close to a month. its like not doing maths for a month, u'll lose concepts and suddenly "forget" how to do maths. lol. thats all i've got to say, bye.