this is almost the end of first week term 3, cos there's still GP mock exam tmr. and i seriously dont know what knowledge i possess, what content to speak of in my head. enough of that, sch's been pretty more or less the same, but i feel that it's getting more tiring. i feel the heat, and everyone can be seen mugging their asses off in sch. the motivation to study is somehow there, but i feel frustruated when i get stuck in physics or maths. pe today wasnt just running alone, i thought we were just supposed to train for wIll run. in the end we did 5 rounds and alot of jumping jacks, sit ups, push ups, tuck jumps. that's making my entire body ache right now. i'm abit disappointed, cos i thought they would just let us run for 10 or 15rounds continuously. running 10km is definitely no easy feat, perhaps i would get a feel of what it's like during the trial run next week. there was only chem tutorial and maths lecture today, being the shortest day of the week. after maths lecture, we stayed back for awhile in LT5 to sing and play guitar. lol. this week's has switched me from the holiday mood to a study mood, but it's too unproductive for me. i need to do something quick, to fix this pressing issue of productivity. sometimes i question myself, the reason why i get stuck while doing questions is due to a lack of exposure and understanding.

in case aa or jeremy has been trying to reach me, im so sorry that my phone batt went flat and my charger is somehow spoilt. oh meeting them for a SHORT WHILE tmr.. yup that's all, im gonna go read up on some "content" to make myself feel better for tmr, though needless to say, its gonna yet be another ___