hmm sch ended at 3 today. quite early compared to last term. then i went home as usual. didnt nap today but instead went shopping at vivo with mum to get sis's present. no choice what, her bday is on friday. haha, what to do. so im back home now. slept for like 15hours cos i ponned sch on monday, and i slept at 930 yesterday. lol!! just wanted more sleep.

and its damn disappointing, cos i screwed chem test again. sigh. gp consultation was quite good yesterday, i realise i cant speak up in class and i dont dare to ask questions as well. however, during consultations, i can. its just quite weird la, i dont know why either. perhaps its in a smaller group and i feel comfortable. and i finally got a decent language mark for both compre and essay, like a D grade. i do see improvements for my gp, i just gotta read up more. meeting JAYS before thanksgiving. then on sat and sun, it'll be family day. my mum's birthday falls on the 10, and my sis the 8. haha. so i'll be preoccupied with such unnecessary stuffs, when i should be getting prepared for my prelims?

i think it wouldnt matter much even if i put in the extra effort, because everytime when i thought i was prepared, it proved otherwise. damn demoralising. BUT im not suggesting that u guys shouldnt study. dont follow me, seriously. u will regret. see i'm still in the lalalala mood when prelims's in 2weeks. im a cold blooded animal, like what junliang says. but i think cw and jl have gone bonkers from studying, they are really crapping/gaying and all. cant stand them. lol.