ha stayed home today alone! parents and sis went msia, i didnt want to tag along. too tired from shopping, its like everytime also shop. so i would rather stay home and slack, to have some personal time. haha, a day went past just like that. watched 430 and 530 channel 8. lol. 430 was yi nan wang. ROFL. the show's damn long winded, i rmb watching it ever since sec 3 or 4, and it's still showing. lol. i sound as though the A's are over. this kind of show also watch. hmm then i started tidying up my room at 9, for 2hours. it's only halfway done, im gonna continue tmr. cleared lots of useless fulscap papers, pw,chinese stuff, sch notice, and j1 exam schedules. and also SPA books, notes. its like what for keep all those. i've been too lazy, finally i packed my room today. what a sense of accomplishment!!!!!!! it looks much tidier, and nicer to sleep. i also get to breathe in cleaner air. my mom've been nagging since last year for me to clean up my room. now its because they gonna come, everytime it sounds like a big deal when they come. gotta clean my entire house, get ready in advance, buy food and all. but its all worth it. haha.

and the human race yesterday was quite tough for me, especially after the 6km mark. i was like struggling all the way, cant wait to finish every subsequent km, so i would get closer to the finishing line. im so glad that though i ran much slower this time (because the timing proved to be so), i knew i tried my best. i didnt gave up, saw lots of ppl walking, like they are so fit and they still walk. probably they cant be bothered as long as they finish within 1h30mins. hmm and i completed the 10k in 1h15mins40secs. was 15mins slower compared to the wIll run. i wonder if it's we haven been running more than 5km, or was it really tougher. it seemed so hard, every step i ran, i had to push myself, tell my mind that nothing's impossible, that i've done it, and doing it again would be nothing tougher. i was abit unwell cos i was perspiring, then there was the cold wind blowing towards me. it's like hot and cold, hot and cold. im lucky i didnt faint, otherwise it would be embarassing. lol. the wIll run was comparatively easier, the ground wasnt as hard, and i didnt perspire. there wasnt tunnels that we have to run up and down, it was flat.
my legs were so wobbly after the race, cos i sprinted the last 100m, ran as fast as my legs could carry me.

and i so HATED THE CONCERT. i was like so tired alr, and i thought the concert would be nice. imagine standing there for close to 3hours after running 10k. it was like what for, my eyes was closing. everytime someone finish singing or rapping or beatboxing, i clapped loudly cos i cant wait for it to END. it wasnt until boys like girls which started performing that i felt better, the songs were NICER. it's not dont want to support local talent, i know if we were the ones performing up there, we wouldnt want singaporeans to react this way either. BUT... oh well.
there were lots of ipod nanos given away, but didnt got hold of any. lol. SR emerged champion for sending the most no of participants that completed the race within the time limit. haha. not bad, got free publicity. and i cant stand some ppl. when posters were being given out, and it so happened that both of them got hold of one side, no1 would give in. then they rather TEAR IT AND NOT LET ANYONE HAVE IT. omg so selfish. it's like those tv dramas, where those desperate guys/girls constantly trying to destroy one's happiness, by not letting them to be the one they want to be with.

omg maybe i watched too much tv, i hope i wont ever be so selfish. sometimes its too scary, u know it's beyond control when u want something so badly, that u cant even recognise who u are already urself. u would do anything, even if it means spoiling friendships or kinship. anyway yes yes steamboat tmr woot!!! i think i deserve a good meal for running 10k. haha=)