im utterly disappointed with my results,especially for gp. chem was better, i did manage to clear, though i expected myself to do much better. i wasnt really prepared for prelims i asked myself, many of you might not believe. im seriously slacking way too much. i think the image that i potray is that im still a fairly hardworking student, but i guess im not. u guys have probably not seen me going out/playing continously for few days without bothering to do work, and when i start work, i gotta rush all the way till the extremely late nights.

told mum my results, she just told me to buck up for gp. she didnt really blame me, but i know i've far higher expectations of myself. just because she didnt chose to reprimand me doesnt mean i would sit back and continue to see my own grades dropping. i need to do something about this, anyone would because this concerns our future. at the very least, my hopes of passing chem werent dashed. it gave me some sort of assurance, i should've started earlier.