yesterday was quite productive! xf alvin and huua came to study. intially i was afraid that either one of them would feel awkfard. it's like it's normal if u feel uncomfortable with your friend's friend. but they clicked pretty alright. alvin made us laugh cos my mom boiled water for 3 times. thats how big a water tank-er he is. HAHA. life seemed to have change for me somehow. this time i maintained my stand firmly that i wont go out anymore till the A's are over, not unless it's necessary. im gonna dedicate all my energy and time into studies right now and nothing else. i'm glad that they understand, they've always been my closest friends that i can relate to. i know that they believe i can do it! and i will.

is laughter the best medicine? if it's, i need lots of them. omg im getting more and more random. (possibly influenced by chongwei) lol. anyway doubt i will be like this in sch, i still think im more of an introvert. life's good cos studying makes me happy and there's alvin to be made a mockery so we can laugh. lol.

and we did try doing gp yesterday, it failed. the two essay outlines to be done are really tough. i wonder if it's risky if i mug for selected topics, but given the short span of time i have, theres no other option. i begin to see a glimpse of hope for physics and maths, now i need that for gp.

one way for guys to destress: vent your emotions by screaming into pillows! lol it works! crying is a sign of WEAKNESS. just learnt it from teenage mag, bought it cause aa said something about us that was so sweet. (if she regards us as bestfriends) haha.