finally went to sch today at 435! and i felt productive! had econs consultation with mrs sim. then i was late for 5mins, and she thanked me for coming down after the session (?) dont know why also. she must've thought that it was a last minute thing cos consultation was tmr and she brought it forward to today. haha i shouldnt think so much. mrs sim reminds me of my maths tutor when i was in sec sch, everyday when there was tuition i would look forward to it cos i enjoy those sessions and it makes me damn happy. i still remembered the first econs tutorial, more than half the class was away for OGL/games ic. then there were only about 8 of us, and she was so damn scary.

who didnt read up on market failure notes? go back and stand!!

i can still remember that scene la. it's vividly etched in my mind.

i also remembered writing 3 times of a paragraph of effort element- the one on SOL cos we couldnt answer that in tutorial. plus she asked us (me,cw and bryan) to explain to her what it was in the hall immediately after collecting to ensure we didnt plainly copy without understanding. there was once when i didnt do case study, and when i handed in 10mintues late, she was super angry. SHE THOUGHT I WENT FOR LUNCH AND I DIDNT EVEN TAKE A QUICK BITE. i wrote very slowly cos i had to think for awhile, when my brain gets jam, i cant continue la. i dont like to do things that i dont understand can. for that time i was damn angry and i think i did blogged about that. of course, i no longer feel angry now.

it was diffcult intially to adapt to a different teaching style, but perhaps as time went by and when i grew fonder of the subject, she became nicer. and yes, i cannot dismiss the fact that she did try to change herself by controlling her temper. that was after some QTS survey i presume. she became nicer, very much nicer.

after econs, did 3/4 of maths paper 1 (2 stars). the first 7 questions was pretty manageable, and i could finish without much diffculty. but the last 5 questions became gradually tougher. when my productivity went low, i couldnt take it and my parents came to fetch me home. gonna go sch tmr again for maths consultation with xf. the mood is somehow back and i wonder how long it'll last. hmmmm.

jogging yesterday with aa and my sis made my body feel good. i wonder if it's in the mind, i felt "healthier". LOL. my sis couldnt take it la, i thought that that was a comfortable pace. and xf was taken aback when he asked me when was the last time i ran and i said yesterday. HAHAHA.

im happy today cos i felt productive. it's been eons since i last felt or said that i was productive. it feels good. this week's packed with consultations and tuitions, i hope this week will soon breeze through.