To think that that was a thing of the past; it worries me at the rate how people can change (not for the better definitely). Army life's getting boring-er and boring-er day by day without all the laughters that i used to get from the RISK sessions. Yes, i miss level 5. I just want to ORD because i'm mentally tired. Tired from everything, screwing up my drills; feeling inferior; getting laughed at for being blur; living in such a political world where everyone pushes away whatever that they can.

At least for NOW, it's mario kart and teasing Glynsen. LOL. I guess it'll be back to pokemon when heart gold and soul silver's out.

Old friends are the best. Civillian life is so much better, carefree. I so want to enter the university, it's like my only motivation. I'll go for a makeover, dye my hair(hopefully), wear all my nice clothes to sch, mug hard for a high CAP, join NUS bowling, go crazy at orientations with the endless outings and finally find a gf. Wah heaven. I'll be doing everything that I've always wanted to by next year. Coolios.

CNY's pretty much the same just like every other year, so this year is not an exception. Still the same old people i see and the same number of angbaos. Lady luck's not with me this year, so i didn't exactly win in gambling=/

Looking forward to this sat; a pity not many's coming, and i didn't bother to organise a steamboat because everyone's so damn busy:(

SOC tmr, screw it for now, but i'm gonna pass it real soon, trust me, i will.